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Earl unfolds it and smooths it against the mirror. It reads Earl stares blankly at the paper, then reads it again. He turns it over. On the back it reads Earl reads both sides again, then folds the note back down to its original size and tucks it underneath the toothpaste. Maybe then he notices the scar.

It begins just beneath the ear, jagged and thick, and disappears abruptly into his hairline. Earl turns his head and stares out of the corner of his eye to follow the scar's progress.

He traces it with a fingertip, then looks back down at the cigarette burning in the ashtray. A thought seizes him and he spins out of the bathroom. He is caught at the door to his room, one hand on the knob. Two pictures are taped to the wall by the door. Earl's attention is caught first by the MRI, a shiny black frame for four windows into someone's skull. Earl stares at it. Concentric circles in different colors. He can make out the big orbs of his eyes and, behind these, the twin lobes of his brain.

Smooth wrinkles, circles, semicircles. But right there in the middle of his head, circled in marker, tunneled in from the back of his neck like a maggot into an apricot, is something different. Deformed, broken, but unmistakable. A dark smudge, the shape of a flower, right there in the middle of his brain. He bends to look at the other picture. It is a photograph of a man holding flowers, standing over a fresh grave. The man is bent over, reading the headstone.

For a moment this looks like a hall of mirrors or the beginnings of a sketch of infinity: the one man bent over, looking at the smaller man, bent over, reading the headstone. Earl looks at the picture for a long time. Maybe he begins to cry. Maybe he just stares silently at the picture. Eventually, he makes his way back to the bed, flops down, seals his eyes shut, tries to sleep. The cigarette burns steadily away in the bathroom. A circuit in the alarm clock counts down from ten, and it starts ringing again.

Earl opens one eye after another to a stretch of white ceiling tiles, interrupted by a hand-printed sign taped right above his head, large enough for him to read from the bed. You can't have a normal life anymore. You must know that. How can you have a girlfriend if you can't remember her name? Can't have kids, not unless you want them to grow up with a dad who doesn't recognize them.

Sure as hell can't hold down a job. Not too many professions out there that value forgetfulness. Prostitution, maybe. Politics, of course. Your life is over. You're a dead man. The only thing the doctors are hoping to do is teach you to be less of a burden to the orderlies. And they'll probably never let you go home, wherever that would be.

So the question is not "to be or not to be," because you aren't. The question is whether you want to do something about it. Whether revenge matters to you. It does to most people. For a few weeks, they plot, they scheme, they take measures to get even. But the passage of time is all it takes to erode that initial impulse. Time is theft, isn't that what they say?

And time eventually convinces most of us that forgiveness is a virtue. Conveniently, cowardice and forgiveness look identical at a certain distance. Time steals your nerve.

If time and fear aren't enough to dissuade people from their revenge, then there's always authority, softly shaking its head and saying, We understand, but you're the better man for letting it go. For rising above it. For not sinking to their level. And besides, says authority, if you try anything stupid, we'll lock you up in a little room.

But they already put you in a little room, didn't they? Only they don't really lock it or even guard it too carefully because you're a cripple. A corpse. A vegetable who probably wouldn't remember to eat or take a shit if someone wasn't there to remind you. And as for the passage of time, well, that doesn't really apply to you anymore, does it? Just the same ten minutes, over and over again.

So how can you forgive if you can't remember to forget? You probably were the type to let it go, weren't you? But you're not the man you used to be. Not even half. You're a fraction; you're the ten-minute man. Of course, weakness is strong. It's the primary impulse. You'd probably prefer to sit in your little room and cry. Live in your finite collection of memories, carefully polishing each one. Half a life set behind glass and pinned to cardboard like a collection of exotic insects.

You'd like to live behind that glass, wouldn't you? Preserved in aspic. You'd like to but you can't, can you? You can't because of the last addition to your collection. The last thing you remember. His face. His face and your wife, looking to you for help. And maybe this is where you can retire to when it's over. Your little collection. They can lock you back up in another little room and you can live the rest of your life in the past. But only if you've got a little piece of paper in your hand that says you got him.

You know I'm right. You know there's a lot of work to do. It may seem impossible, but I'm sure if we all do our part, we'll figure something out. But you don't have much time. You've only got about ten minutes, in fact. Then it starts all over again. So do something with the time you've got. The alarm clock is ringing.

It says , and the moonlight streaming through the window means it must be the early morning. Earl fumbles for the lamp, almost knocking it over in the process. Incandescent light fills the room, painting the metal furniture yellow, the walls yellow, the bedspread, too. He lies back and looks up at the stretch of yellow ceiling tiles above him, interrupted by a handwritten sign taped to the ceiling. He reads the sign two, maybe three times, then blinks at the room around him.

It is a bare room. Institutional, maybe. There is a desk over by the window. The desk is bare except for the blaring alarm clock. Earl probably notices, at this point, that he is fully clothed.

He even has his shoes on under the sheets. He extracts himself from the bed and crosses to the desk. Nothing in the room would suggest that anyone lived there, or ever had, except for the odd scrap of tape stuck here and there to the wall. No pictures, no books, nothing. Through the window, he can see a full moon shining on carefully manicured grass. Earl slaps the snooze button on the alarm clock and stares a moment at the two keys taped to the back of his hand. He picks at the tape while he searches through the empty drawers.

In the left pocket of his jacket, he finds a roll of hundred-dollar bills and a letter sealed in an envelope. He checks the rest of the main room and the bathroom. Bits of tape, cigarette butts. Nothing else. Earl absentmindedly plays with the lump of scar tissue on his neck and moves back toward the bed. He lies back down and stares up at the ceiling and the sign taped to it. They tried to teach you to make lists in grade school, remember?

But that is not the tragedy of your life. The worst joke that life has played on you is that you don't even remember that your life is a fucking wreck. You need a bell tied around your neck to keep you reminding everytime that, someone fucked you real bad.

And now you can't do a thing about it, because in a few minutes time you'll be wiped clean as a new slate, thinking where are you and biggest question what you got to do next!

A vegetable who probably wouldn't remember to eat or take a shit if someone wasn't there to remind you. You can't have a normal life anymore. You must know that. How can you have a girlfriend if you can't remember her name? Can't have kids, not unless you want them to grow up with a dad who doesn't recognize them. Sure as hell can't hold down a job. Not too many professions out there that value forgetfulness.

Prostitution, maybe. Politics, of course. Your life is over. You're a dead man. And moreover I don't want to ruin your reading experience. I want you to experience everything firsthand from the story itself. I want you to you to have goosebumps, like I had. Rub your hand, still thrilled, to smoothen your skin, from those goosebumps, like I did. I want to hear you say 'Motherfer', even more thrilled and in the similar hushed voice, like I said. Written by Jonathan Nolan, brother of Christopher Nolan, director of many excellent movies.

His movie Memento, one of the most creative movie, started from this short story. Though both remain same at the core, they are very much different. That is it. I don't have anything to say about the story except the fact that I abso-fucking-lutely love the story. How does it feel to be free from the clutches of time, when time becomes you puppet? You will know in few minutes 'time'. Read it. Read it Now. Read it here. The original short story version of the movie Memento , about a man named Earl with severe short-term memory loss issues he can't keep anything in his mind for more than about 10 minutes who is dealing with it through a combination of written notes to himself and tattooed messages on his body, urging himself to investigate his wife's suspicious death.

What it does best is examine the psychological effects of this ailment and the frustrated drive to seek revenge. Here's the truth: People, even regular people, are never just any one person with one set of attributes. It's not that simple. We're all at the mercy of the limbic system, clouds of electricity drifting through the brain. Every man is broken into twenty-four-hour fractions, and then again within those twenty-four hours. It's a daily pantomime, one man yielding control to the next: a backstage crowded with old hacks clamoring for their turn in the spotlight.

Every week, every day. The angry man hands the baton over to the sulking man, and in turn to the sex addict, the introvert, the conversationalist. Every man is a mob, a chain gang of idiots. This is the tragedy of life. Because for a few minutes of every day, every man becomes a genius. Moments of clarity, insight, whatever you want to call them.

The clouds part, the planets get in a neat little line, and everything becomes obvious. I should quit smoking, maybe, or here's how I could make a fast million, or such and such is the key to eternal happiness.

That's the miserable truth. For a few moments, the secrets of the universe are opened to us. Life is a cheap parlor trick. But then the genius, the savant, has to hand over the controls to the next guy down the pike, most likely the guy who just wants to eat potato chips, and insight and brilliance and salvation are all entrusted to a moron or a hedonist or a narcoleptic. The only way out of this mess, of course, is to take steps to ensure that you control the idiots that you become.

To take your chain gang, hand in hand, and lead them. Free to read online here at Esquire magazine. When I saw the movie Memento ages ago, I had no idea it was based on a short story.

Equally, after finding out that the source material for the movie was a short story, I had also no idea the author and the movie's director were brothers. Both is quite interesting for a number of reasons. For starters, I like many of Christopher Nolan's movies very much. The adaptation of his brother's story is, in my opinion, one of those undervalued masterpieces. Moreover, it is apparent that talent runs in the family.

So what is the story about? Well, the protagonist, Earl, has amnesia - but a very special kind. He can remember things only for a few minutes. That in and of itself is a tragic and very fascinating affliction.

However, it gets worse. Apparently, this affliction was caused by a very traumatic experience: Earl had to watch while a man first raped and then murdered his wife. How to do that? With notes, post-its and tattoos. An interesting premise that leads to a very well-crafted story about human nature ingenuity, spirit, relentlessness, revenge, obsession, devotion, self-reflection and more as well as time.

The best way to do this is with a list. Author 5 books 3, followers. So, does my love for this story stem from the movie or is it razor sharp enough for us all on its own? I need to write on this post-it. Damnit, I just forgot what I was trying to write.

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Log in Sign Up. Save Word. Definition of memento mori. Did you know? A basic memento mori painting would be a portrait with a skull but other symbols commonly found are hour glasses or clocks, extinguished or guttering candles, fruit, and flowers.

Closely related to the memento mori picture is the vanitas still life. In addition to the symbols of mortality these may include other symbols such as musical instruments, wine and books to remind us explicitly of the vanity in the sense of worthlessness of worldly pleasures and goods. The vanitas and memento mori picture became popular in the seventeenth century, in a religious age when almost everyone believed that life on earth was merely a preparation for an afterlife.

However, modern artists have continued to explore this genre.